Think think think.

Ive had a think (Nickie, stop pretending to be shocked). 


Yesterday i was a bit side-swiped. Given the amount of pain i am in i really expected the mri results to be dire. When they said they couldnt find anything i was confused and then sad.
No problem means no diagnoses.
No diagnoses means no treatment.
No treatment means no recovery.
Oh God, will i be stuck this way forever?


Now that ive had time to mull it over a bit i have realised it was good news. No problem might not help now but it means there is nothing there to make it worse! That means the worst case scenario is me staying in this physical condition, which i could cope with, now that a lot of the restrictions placed on me (in case i made my back worse) are gone. 
 It also means there is no obvious reason why i cant get better.


Hear that? Thats the sound of a stubborn old mule getting out of bed...